Otay, I've not been in the mood for anything productive. Those of you who wanted featuring will get it, when I feel better.


Harry Potter quiz stolen from PhoenixSpine.

GRYFFINDOR
[x] You've never done drugs
[ ] You have a lot of friends
[ ] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball/softball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[ ] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[x] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[x] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college
TOTAL: 5

HUFFLEPUFF
[x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends
[x] Politics suck
[ ] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist
[ ] You're an optimist
[ ] You're completely straight-edge
[x] You're very emotional
[ ] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week
TOTAL: 5

RAVENCLAW
[ ] You're depressed to a certain extent
[x] You love to read
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts
[x] Sports suck
[x] You're shy
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[ ] You've been in love before
[ ] You're very smart
[ ] Hate is completely unneeded
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] Emo /screamo /indie is one of your favorite genre of music
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts (Little?)
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Red is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Serious is better than funny
TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN
[x] There's at least one person you hate
[ ] Basketball is a good sport
[ ] Football is amazing
[x] Black is a cool color
[x] You've lied about something serious
[x] You're a very deep person
[x] You have considered suicide
[x] Very loyal
[x] Favorite music genre is metal
[x] They make school seem more important than it is
[x] You're scared to grow up
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings
[x] You have trust issues
[x] Guilty until proven innocent
TOTAL: 11

Well... I guess I'm a Slytherin. >.>


You know, this was all I was going to write, but I was looking through the moods on the Mood thing you could choose from. Back in the day (a bit longer than a year ago) I would've picked one of these moods:


But... as you notice... my mood is Obsessed. Obsessed with what, you may ask. I'll tell you.

I'm obsessed with the one person that makes everything okay in the world when I think about him. When he hugs me, all of my worried and fears vanish. If it hadn't been for him, I would be dead right now. I was on the verge of committing suicide around Nov. 2005. But something about him stopped me from wallowing in my self pity and awful relationship. He was going through the same thing, but wasn't worried about himself; he was worried about me. He barely even knew me, as well; but he would calm me down when I went to 1st period crying, ready to shoot a certain person. During that time, I would forget about my worries, and I could actually laugh. He helped me so much, and I honestly owe my life to him.
I found out a few months ago that during that time (Nov. 2005) my couselor heavily considered putting me into a mental ward for my own safety. He had even picked up the phone a few times, to call. But he didn't. He wanted to give me a chance. And for that, I thank him, too. Because without that chance, I would have never met that person that changed my life forever. The one I've loved since I met, but just didn't know it.
He helped me out of a dangerous situtaion. I was bringing a knife to school, because I didn't feel safe. I was being tormented, and beaten by someone who called himself my 'boyfriend'. But, thanks to my dear friend, that's all over now. I can even talk about it with him, and it doesn't hurt. I have never forgiven those two men in my life that have beaten me, nor will I ever. One of those was my own father, who chose drugs over his family; who made it a point that we should loose our home; who would, every chance he got, play mindgames with me, awful awful mindgames. The other being a man a few years older than I, who basically did the same thing to me. He tormented me, both mentally and physically; he would play mindgames with me constantly; he lied, and I'm sure he cheated. What was the common factor of those men? What did they both want? Simple, my friends. Control. They were afraid to be out of control of the women in their life; they knew they were weak, and wanted to be in control.
And if it hadn't been for my best friend, I would be dead right now, because of those two men. My best friend, whom I love so dearly, and owe my entire life to. My best friend, whom I plan to grow old with, sitting on our front porch in rocking chairs, talking about old times and holding hands. My best friend, whose children I plan to have. My best friend, who is also my soulmate. His name is James Dalen Winkleman, and he is the world to me. I love you, baby.


((If you've been treated badly, like something mentioned above, please call the police, or someone who can help you. If you need anyone to talk to about it, contact me at padfootspaw at gmail dot com. Don't be afraid to get out of a sitiuation that will kill you.))